Weight loss #6
Probably the biggest one: to feel confident around people instead of always feeling like the fat ugly duckling.
Weight loss #5
To wear one of my many pairs of tights and not get pissed off at how it stretches at the thigh. Same with knee/thigh high socks.
Weight loss #4
To get a belly button piercing and/or hip piercings and/or nipple piercings, and tattoos wherever I want them.
Weight loss #3
To wear my Sailor Moon fanny pack around my hips and not my waist, like how it used to fit me. -__-
Eric is going to be gone for another 6 months. I’m really glad that he is getting the treatment he needs. And that my surprise visit “melted his heart”(his words♥) and made him want to stay in sober living. That little selfish part of me that wants him to be home already needs to stfu. So I’ll be keeping myself busy so the time will fly and I can accomplish my goals before he comes home. Namely hating the way I look. Starting today I’m going to the gym every single day, no excuses. I want my baby to come home and be like “Daaayyyummmmm Leesy!” :P And I’ve got all these clothes I’ll love to wear when the pounds come off. To keep myself motivated I’m going to post reasons to keep going, at least one a day. I shall be Leesy v2.0.
